the one where she says "I'm back" again.

I am back. I don't know if I am still on anyone's blog reader. I don't know what I will write about. I don't know how often I will write. But what I do know is this: I love to write and I have missed it. When I get up and running and have managed to write a few posts, maybe I will remind folks that this blog still exists. Until then, I have no idea who is reading, but I shall write.

There are so many wonderful blogs out there and such great blogging communities but I've got to admit I'm not quite sure where I fit. Clearly, I ain't no mommy blogger, although I pray every day I'll find myself in the state of life (sooner rather than later, please Jesus!) that will someday put in me in that category. I'm a sassy single gal but not one with a dating life that would merit a bloggy play-by-play, and even if I was, to put that business on shout is not my thing. I love my house but am not one to constantly be redecorating and sharing my how-to's. I love Jesus and the Church but am not tryin' to have a theology blog up in here. I guess, as with life, it is not really about me fitting in but more about me just livin' out loud and letting people take it or leave it.

Life is good but seems a constant contradiction. Quite a bit has changed, yet so much remains the same. Many times I lifted my hands in praise but the next moment threw my hands up in exasperation. I trusted God with the big things but at times held tight to the small things. Thankfully, even when I cry hard, I end up laughing harder.

And so here I am. I'm back.